& i know that's not enough

grr. brothers.

today was a truly trying day but things turned around, unexpectedly.

it sure takes a hell lot of patience to deal with me.

God, grant me patience and understanding please.

I WANT TO LEARN SOMETHING NEW AND EXCITING.

hmm.
definitely not lacrosse.

 600 words never seemed so tough to write!

i thank God for always putting super wonderful people in my life.

sarena for being so sweet, and giving me sweets to stay awake! heeheeeeeee.
erin and shin for all the thurs that you accomodate me and go to the windy benchessssss.
lifanggg for ... everything! all the disturbing truths hahah!
frenz4lyfex lingmin and charis! for the awesome time tonight, short but sweet. sweet. sweeeeet. 3 tubs next time please! love you guys ttm!

suddenly school seems soooo much better.

must stop spacing out.
but i miss her so much ):

GRACEY POO THIS IS FOR YOU (: SO THAT YOU UNDERSTAND EVERYTHING (: I LOVE YOU.

and my mum finally got the Best Sausages in the world from your mum and i have them in my tumtum, yumyum! (:

i hope you found your poster!

getting jacked by you tdy really sweetened my day.

 is err. headache brain dead lost it save me control s control s control s!

my feet hurt like crazy but i haven't felt this ... i don't know, bliss? in a while (:
it's so glad to have nicky back! just two weeks but ... awesome anyhow.
everything feels so right and comfortable and like before.

avant, j'ai pensé que le francais sera plus facile que les autres matières, mais c'est faux. il y a beaucoup de raisons pour m'assurer que c'est pas ma faulte, et que je ne peux pas faire rien du tout, mais enfin, c'est mon perte.
je voudrais bien exprimer mes idées sans ayant peur, je voudrais faire plaisir à mon prof qui est géniale, je voudrais me pousser en haut.
un voyage difficile, mais complètement nécessaire.

 !@#$%^ HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE STUDYING WHY SO DUMB!!!!!!!!

miss you miss you miss you! can time pass fast enough!? soon you'll be back and we can go out together like the Good Old Days (: but then you'll go away againnnnn ): bff4lyfexplzzzz.

THE DOSSIER IS SUCH A PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so is proj work!
http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=KQriOcscXgIXdwn9pxCqfg_3d_3d
plzplzplz help if you can! takes only like. 2 mins! (: less than cooking instant noodles!

temperamental queen.

 I'm either gonna die of the heat, or of my cold, whichever kills me first.

 zohmygoshzohmygosh the nose and throat hurt super badly
PLZ DONT FALL SICK NOW SRSLYYYY.

 so sleepless that it's not even funny anymore.
i don't even know why i haven't been able to get to sleep lately.
ok maybe i know.
bleah i really can't afford to be this way now seriouslyyyyyyyyy.
so. annoying. please. mabel. snap. out. of. it!

 I miss my dear confused friend already!!!!!!! 

There is so much chocolate at home I'm quite at a loss deciding which I should open first.

 zohmygosh i really really really!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hate
ajslkjdf the sound of madness SUCH CONFUSION.